martes, diciembre 29
Randomly, I picked one.
Forever 17.
So many things come to my mind... and I am ready.
lunes, diciembre 14
sábado, diciembre 5
miércoles, diciembre 2
Then I met you.
jueves, noviembre 26
martes, noviembre 24
Dear enemy:
I feel that I can’t exist without you, I might hate you with all my heart but your still part of me, I’m proud when I beat you, and more of it because I did it, I don’t want anything or anyone else to bring you down, although I like to see you defeated, It feels so much better when I introduce my sword between your lungs, and you sing to me that melody of clemency for me to kill you and stop the torture. Well, for you, there’s never ending, you were made to suffer, and to be humiliated every time, with every sight and word. Please don’t die right now, because I need you, you are so evil and you don’t leave any kind of good on me, but I still need you. I can’t feel superior, I can’t fight, I can’t get forces against any… I just want you to exist. Let us have an eternal battle that would lead us into an eternal war were we would be destroying all of what we posses and love, our bodies won’t count anymore, who needs them? Those kinds of harms are weak, they don’t compare to the ones that are building and stored inside our souls; the ones that bring down at night, the ones that make you cry louder, when the tears burn, your fists are tightened harder, the teeth are pressed against each other and gives you submissive headaches, the ones that you can’t run away from, the ones that make company everywhere… everytime. There’s no medicine for them, no genetic cure, no steps ,no breaths; they got so buried inside, beneath every muscle, every bone, pores, hair follicles, skin chaps, and you start to love them, and wanting them… you would be nothing if you didn’t posses them, they are pure strength. I might sound terribly negative, but when you get to an extreme, it isn’t hard to twist all around, It’s so much that the heavy weight makes the balance spin upside down. Remember me when you are on your death hysteria, my arrogant ways and my dictator eyes, you’ll never find peace on them and hell yeah you will see them staring until the death of time, because what you can’t see on this world will follow in the next. You will never run away from me. I’ll never be sorry, the endless story. It’s my anger speaking. Because I lose a little bit of redemption every time that I listen your steps crossing the gothic hall.
Most of all, what makes you so perfect is that I can’t bring you down, and the truth about all this cataclysm: I admire you.
lunes, noviembre 16
domingo, noviembre 8
This is my world, let me introduce...
martes, noviembre 3
Suspended in the air.
martes, octubre 20
Sucumbir.
viernes, octubre 16
Banal courtesy.
It was like watching you speak.
Trying to scream,
to make us understand,
a flawful idea swimming beneath an inner you.
Vertebras breaking and clacking,
scientific methods, and neurons trying to send messages that wont come out,
a little sparkle to chain.
Baby you don't have to worry,
cause I'm not talking about you... it's someone else,
the one that I haven't met.
Close your eyes for a moment
and dispel all of your thoughts and beliefs.
I don't pretend for you to separate from yourself,
it's a little portion of clarity to hold.
Try something new, something that you would be scared of, because that's a part that you haven't develop... and emotions and reactions would be like virgins in love.
Some sort of ectasis, as far as now; the state of being stretched beyond normal dimensions.
You got nothing to lose, and of course, you can say no... but what the hell, when are you gonna see me again?
lunes, octubre 12
lunes, octubre 5
So am I insane or do I really see heaven in your eyes? - Amy W.
domingo, septiembre 27
Fixing.
martes, septiembre 22
Amable.
miércoles, septiembre 16
lunes, septiembre 14
Nils Carlsson.
sábado, septiembre 12
You said blank.
domingo, septiembre 6
Long... longer.
I say...
maybe tomorrow,
but no.
Promises? Not again, please!
Believe me, i'm not lying.
But i took so much time to realize,
but now i'm into you,
sorry for taking longer than I should,
... you are not,
and didn't... at least not with me.
And im so anxious!
maybe, maybe...
it's not a permision,
it's just pleasure.
Blow my head,
im there, close...
don't look around, look at me!
Let me warm you
and make you smile all day long.