One day, there was a blossom day.
I thought of many things.
It wasn't about me...
I don't like you, I guess...
Don't know why I put my self into test.
Word by word, minute by minute; wouldn't know what to answer.No wonders, just hope.
1/25/11:
I found my self in a lonely place, where I could hear my thoughts again.
9/25/10:
It was all about survival,
How long? How much?
She was looking through the foggy window with the jar on her hands,
the floors were clean, the sweater was warm and the [...]
6/21/10
How is it when you start feeling the low?...
Cause tonight it feels like the fighting doesn't do anymore,
I'm not anxy or inspired...
The tears are not coming out, and still I feel like the air is not coming.
Too much sadness I guess.
3/30/10:
Esta noche, quiero llorar mucho.
Llorar hasta que el cuerpo se canse y los musculos faciales ya no sientan más.
Las contracciones y emociones se pierdan en un llanto eterno donde tan solo al final queden las lagrimas corriendo en una mirada perdida hacia la pared.
Esta noche, he caido en cuenta como mi persona ha decaido.
Como deje de ser yo.
Como me pesa haber dejado ir a esa niña que ha convertido su vida en todo un enredo de emociones y situaciones en las que solo nada en su cabeza sin saber como externar [...]
2/15/10:
I forgot how to love,
I forgot how it feels like to have that press on your chest.
I forgot how my heart beat and keeps asking for more.
There's something in the air...
there's something weak that doesn't lets me jump all the way.
Because I'm sure how I feel, I'm not denying it!
But there's something in your words.
The breath, the tense, the spell...
I WANT TO FEEL IT!
2/15/10:
The wind feels right up, in the top of the hill.
9/16/09:
Wow, I just can't put it in words.
Unimaginable, impossible to happen.
Never thought of it,
and it's so damn delicious!
Delicate.
Rising morning, not sleepy,
so exciting, kinky some of the times.
Can't believe it! So good to be true.
