How to get a job

When you are looking for a job, there are several aspects that you have to think about before you get one.
One of the first aspects that you have to think is what would you like to do, and if you're going to enjoy what you're doing because you'll spend several hours doing it, and of course it has to be something that you like to be worth it.

Then you have to think about the time that you are going to spend at work, because if you're at school, you have to balance your time between work and school, and if you don't have enough, you always must prefer stay in school.

There's also the location, because it has to be more less near your home or places that you visit frequently so it is easier to get there.

When you have already decided where do you want to work, you got to fill your resume and deliver it at the place were you chose.
If you have a call back, you got to show your-self very enthusiastic and positive to make a good impression. Also there's the clothing that you know that you have to be presentable and good looking.

At last, but not least you have to see if the payment is worth it, because as you are expending time at work, it has be worth it, it doesn't matter how much you need the money if it's not enough for the time or the work you will do.
if everything is good, then you only have to wait until the manager tells you that you start on monday:)

So...

If you ask me how I feel, I wont know what to answer; things seem go by, mi mind seems so neutral, the air dries my lips, the sun heats my skin; all the inner peace that I wanted to feel, has to sit again and wait... just wait.
I feel tired, with no words to spell, no wishes to wonder, no smile in my soul, and I ask to myself, am I good? am I fine? It's this ok? And if it is, why I am not feeling like it? And just wait... wait.
And I swallow the oppressive and sour question, and I keep thinking, with my hands almost exploiting, my vains blowing, the constant grind of my teeth against each other.
The darkness of the dawn covers me, so then I close my eyes and I say: I want this; and I scream to the top of my lungs, with all the anger and frustration that I posses and I start to scratch my arms, because I want to have human moments, and I just can't feel no pain, and I wait.... wait for tomorrow, a beautiful sunshine that will make me smile, a cold breeze that it's gonna make my skin got tickles, a pure air that I'm gonna breath and it will bring peace to my heart, a beautiful scene that my eyes would be delightful to contemplate, with no disturbance around, no penetrating nails attached to my body, no burning tears rolling down my cheeks, no more pain, no more broken hearts, and my arms will be extended to hold and never leave all that joy that I been waiting for; and I realize... I realize, that tomorrow, it's not today... and I wait... wait.

Horchata:)

ANDY COME OUT OF THE TRUNK

Well, yesterday was very tired, we spent the whole day out of my house because of the congress and that wasn't everything at all, because when it was the long break some friends and I (the voleyball team) had to go together and eat at Mayte's and then at 2:00 go to UVM to play a game, that of course we won:) and then come back to the theater for Yordi's performance and we didn't change of clothes beacuse it was already late and I stayed with the little short 8-). Anyway, I have to say that Yordi's performance wasn't just has I imagine, because he talked about things that I wasn't actually into... however! If you're asking why I have this picture its because of a private joke that was made on Javier Lara's perfomance, when he was talking about a kid named Andy that died of cancer and... there was one time when he said... "and inside of that trunk..." and then he made a pause, and in that pause, Cesar said..."is Andy..." and everything was so emotional and when Cesar said that I could stop laughing! and it continued until the night and now... x)

HORCHATA=|

The nigga's paw

Well right now I am at Fernando's house doing our Literature project, that is a video about a story that is in our Literature book, that it about a guy who has a monkeys paw that gives 3 wishes for the one who posses the paw... and I don't know what happens next, I haven't finish the story, i guess that I actually I don't care!
Actually at this point I don't care anything, because... I got 90 on chemistry! Yeah:)
I'm so proud od myself... but that it's just something else.
Well now, I just came back from the park that it's just across the street, because I got tired of the mood in here, everyone was getting along with Alan's mood, that was totally unpleasant and I just couldn't take it! So I just got out and sat and eat cookies!
Now I'm here now writting this with a glass of milk, and a cookie on my mouth and... behind me is Alan with Itzel writting the play, and the other guys tell me to don't interrupt his inspiration! but I mean... agh! I'd better don't write it... but again i hold my words, have a deep breath and try to relax... at the end it's just a homework.

Valentine's

I used to think that Valentine's was a waste of time and that almost all the people waste his money on silly things; and that day used to get my self-stem really go so down! and watching all those couples hugging and kissing made me feel like i hate this day, why I'm not enjoying it? I mean I have my friends and stuff but I don't know I used to feel like I actually have to give something to them.
So... this year i decided to don't fall in consumerism and I chose to not give any gift to anybody, except for 4 friends, and i gave them some marshmallows lollipops i kind of, so i agreed with friend to give us to each other a gift with the value of $20.00 so that's what the lollipops cost, so i thought, every thing is fine!
When i arrived to the school i gave my lollipops to the respective person and we ex-changed presents. The person with who i had the agreed, at first gave me a simple lollipop, and i thought, COOL!
Then i got a big balloon, then, another one, then another one, then a rose, then a box with a cuddly and a "message in bottle" it was so damn cute<3.
She maid my day! not only for the presents but also because she tried to change the way I thought about that day, I used to think that Valentine's sucks, and everybody was corny and stuff and I hate corny stuff i think they are so... cloying, but she wasn't actually wasn't and she made me feel bad because i only gave her a marshmallow lollipop!
Anyway... valentine's isn't that bad, uh?

mmm..

Well, i have to say that i don't have that much things to say on these days, i've been pretty busy with my thoughts and stuff... i think it's been some kind of messy i guess my life lately, and what can i say? i don't want to bother the world with my issues and stuff, and i feel like i am a closed book for everybody and instead of relaxing my mind, and i don't know try to don't think about it, it comes to me all day long, and i keep them to my self and i stay like that, sometimes i feel like I want to scream so bad, but i can't find the courage to do it; i have so many thing to give but i realize that i live in my house of self protection where i am affraid of taking chances and i try to keep evrything safe and controlable! and i think I'm so fucked up! because maybe i'm losing the greatest thing ever happened and i just refuse to face it and again i stay to my self on my own security and where thing are close to me, easy, and my fears i just throw them away to face them ever....

"i'm just a fucked up girl, looking for my own peace of mind"

The Dark Ages

A few weeks ago, I read in a magazine an article that called my atention right away, not only because of it's title "The Dark Ages"; what I was reading started to seem pretty familiar with my social surroundings so I continued...
The article was talking about how depressed teenagers has become a "fashion" in today's world, it has become a life style, now it's more easy to find some who has "issues" and stuff and you can see almost everybody complaining about their own problems and how everyone wants to be listened, and that's why there's no body to listen!
Now days everyone goes to the therapist, and you can hear everywhere: "my therapist said..." and it's a concern in therapist that people who's actually has problems is not attendig them...
There's so many people who started to dress up like emo guys just to fit in, and i think that extremely ridiculous, you are just who you are... it's a shame that people change for those kind of reasons.
The emo community has been a quite sensation in tv shows and stuff, just like degrassi, movies and even artist that involve that fact of using drugs and mutilating themselves and that's even more ridiculous!...
I think life is too short to be wasted...

NY 77

Recently, I saw on VH1 a tv special about New York in 1977, where people considered New York a very dangerous place to live, because there was "to much" freedom for sex, drugs and rock n' roll.
There was a lot of night clubs, very famous until now, although te are no longer exist, but they leave their mark on history.
For me, the most interesting night club was the CBGB's because there's where some very famous bands played there, but at that time they weren't famous at all, like The Ramones & Blondie (those are the ones that I remember) it would be really cool to have had the opportunity to listen to those bands in their very begining.
And we can't forget about Studio 54, that is the one that everybody knows, but, I don't like that much that club, because for the things that I've heard it was pretty nasty and there was "concentrated" what was all ready on NY streets.
Also when the hip hop started on the ghetto and how they played the music, at highest they could. I think that's pretty cool too.
I 'd like at the ending of the show, how the commentarist said that now NY is a secure place to live for the families and stuff, but they are not agree with that (in a certain way i'm either) because night life of New York was what makes interesting that city, it was like art... and now it has lose it, well of course that it has night clubs, and people crazy around but it is not like it was on 77, so i think it loses his is appeal; and has everybody knows it is now a commercial city.
Anyway, I think it would be cool to visit New York and walk around the streets that once were the place to be... ;)

Do we eat to live, or do we live to eat?

I think that it depends a lot in the situation, because in my case i think that we eat because we have to do that to survive, no person can live without food, but we are so use to have our meals, and eat at certain time, that maybe we started to confuse if we are eating because we need it, or just because we use it as a tradition.
I believe that for some people it turned to be a life style to be eating, and not doing anything else than eating, and i think that everything turns to be wrong at the time that it is converted to be an important part of your life.
In my case I eat to live, but of course as everyone else, I've my pleasures in food, and i spoil myself sometimes, eating this that i don't need, if can call it in that way, but I obviously enjoy them at best:)

Nuclear Weapons

The ONU is extremely concerned about the fact of USA and Irak possess nuclear weapons for a possible bigger war between those countries.
This is alarming because it is known that it has been created the Nitrogen weapon and it's 10 more powerful than the one that was exploted in Hiroshima and Nagazaki, in the Second World War.

Assignment

If I were famous, why people don't need to know my provate life?
Well, I think becasue although, I am a celebrity life, I have my own problems and stuff, but that should be apart from my job, if I am an actress, singer or dancer, because like anyone else, that's my job and you should be only interested in my job, not in my personal life, because anybody likes that the world knows what's going on with my personal stuff, although it is not healthy because i can get a trauma and then I would me afraid to do something becasue I'll know that everything I do, the Media will know... So that's what I think about why people don't need to know my personal life.

Reading Strategies Assignment

This is a fiction story that our teacher told us to do¬¬

Ilegal Clowns x)

Yesterday, the mexican police arrested a clown crew that used to sale marijuana to children in parks. They also used to teach them how to smoke it.

The children from 6- 12 years old said that the clowns sale the marijuana to children in $30.00 the cigarrette.

The clowns were arrested ecause of the mother of one child found a marijuana cigarrette in the child pocket when she was doing laudry.

She went inmediately with the police and they made the investigation.

Now the clowns are being processed for their sentence in jail.

First Day of High School

Today was really weird because I have never been between that amount of people.
I used to be in schools with small amount of students, and when I arrived here was shocking.

My behavior was extremenly well*-) I can almost believe it!
I am usually extroverted and smiley with so many things to say, and talkative with the people that I just met.
Actually, my first day of school, was not the way that I imagined it was going to be..
My Jr. High friends, had a lot of "social events" to attend, and I was totally lost! This is pretty embarrassing for me to say, because this is not the way I am!
Today wasn't just me, I was quiet and I can possibly say, shy:s ...really odd.
But I truly believe, that there's always a first time:)

I liked the first impression of my teachers. Some of them seemed really cool and funny^o); While others were pretty seriousx.. but what the hell.. it seems interesting=)